장난스런 키스

장난스런 키스-playful kiss (korean drama-september 2010)
i love this drama very much...
i watch this drama recently~
i quite obsessed by kim hyun-joong recently...haha

this is one more time by kim hyun-joong...

i like this song very much~hehe~

26/9/2010

4.42pm

fighting~

oh my god~
recently i dint study much...
but i suppose need to do that earlier from now...
but i really cant make it...
i escaped from reality and i am not dare to face it now...
study week only have five more weeks start from now...
i must manage my feelings n mental,i should start to plan my study schedule
the most important thing is my attitude,yes...say it again,my attitude....
i must face it bravely before it is really too late...
my final year...it's not a joke or farce...
i will enter the big society out there very soon...
i dont want to enter there will my empty mind...
means i must own something new n important in my mind before enter there,
i must not let myself 'empty'...
and i should improve my english of course,
haiz~so sad~
i already repeated it sooooo many times...
i must stop it asap!
NO! i must stop it right now~immediately!
now and here~
i must do my human revolution~is my time for challenging my weakness n dark fundamental
i want to have my victory report before end of this year because this year is 80th anniversary of soka gakkai...
i dont want to see my parents disappointed again~

nobody can help me...seriously~
me myself only who able to do this thing~
if i give up now~then my story will stop here~
a failure in my life~
i dont want to fail...
MUST NOT FAIL~
NEVER FAIL in my life~
i wont let it happen,as long as i still alive...

負けない～

26/9/2010
4.12pm