24 April 2013

wow....
long time din't write in other languages...
so today will write in English.
hehe~

I almost became a Otaku this few months.
I never hang hang out with any friends within this few months,
except attending SGM activities and going back to my sweet hometown which my parents are there.

So...
Guess what I'm doing within this few months?

Just watching drama, movies and listening to k-pop/OST and play windows game at the same time.
Boring, isn't it?

But recently i don't feel boring with what i'm doing.
it was just like my life pause at that mode for few months.
i still haven't decided to change it.

i know it will become worse if i keep on this mode in my life.
cuz i create nothing, change nothing.

From Buddhism perspective, it is a step backward mode if we keep unchanged.
People have to move forward every day, if not, it is move backward, no maintain mode in life.

So, i think i'm moving backward recently.

No Daimoku and Gongyo.
Can describe with rude words.
My life now is sucks!
Haiz.

How should I stop this?
Totally no efforts at all!
if i tell mom my situation, she sure will encourage me with this phrase: "chanting lo!".

How How How?

24/4/2013
11.47pm

9 April 2013 - 又是他~

今天早上下去canteen打包的时候~
好像看到他在healthy food那里~
可是我没有一眼认出他~
然后我很自然的转移视线，
当转移视线那瞬间，我才察觉是他！
然后就像平常这样打包了就去快快去付钱~
我以为他没那么快，
怎么知道，我正在付钱时，他突然也来到我的旁边，可以感觉那是他~
然后我拿了收银员找给我的零钱就马上闪开~
跑去买豆水，然后就上楼去！


很久没看到他，
突然看到他，有点开心~


哈哈

她们说我还对他有感觉~
我没多说什么。
因为我只是觉得
可能我没有谈过恋爱，
纯粹只是想有个对象可以看，和仰慕~
与其说是仰慕，还不如说只是对外表有一点点的好感罢了~

哎~
都已经20岁有半了~
还没谈过恋爱~
哈哈

9/4/2013
1.33pm