21 May 2013

depression~

recently, i really don't know what happen to myself.
feel so so upset and annoying with all the things around me,
my job,my friend, my comrades, my colleague, my family, my organisation and so on.
all this thing make me so weary.
i feel dissatisfaction with everything happen around me.
this make me become so narrow, something wrong in me, uncontrollable.

all this feelings make me feel uncomfortable, but still can't control this feelings from become stronger and stronger.

complicated~

11.59am
21/5/2013

16 May 2013

最近情绪很低落~

我越来越自卑。
思想越来越灰。
朋友越来越少~

昨天是我的生日。
竟然没有人知道~

庆幸的是我的同事们还记得我的生日。

看到以前大学同学送礼物给另外一个同学，觉得很羡慕。
因为我没有~

最近孤独的感觉越来越强~

以前觉得孤独也无所谓。。。
可是现在觉得有点可怕，空虚的感觉真的有那么可怕吗？

到底要怎么才能感觉不孤独？
最算没有朋友，也不会感到孤独。

心很乱，很烦~

想要换个环境！！！

10.42am
16/5/2013

5 May 2013 -Ini kalilah

原本
五月五，换政府！

结果
五月五，臭政府！

政府换不成啊~
人民等受苦啊~

我们的政府用尽了手段去夺取国会议席~
名不正言不顺的继续当我们的政府~